conditions are crap here because thailand is not genuinely interested in having it's people speak english. it's too hard, it isn't sanook.
i'm not bad at selling myself, getting perks and hustling but i'll only do it for myself. in my experience here, there are so many freaks, liars, thieves, pissheads, arseholes, fantasists and other assorted scum that i have no interest in being counted among them.
this place has taught me to be selfish and to look out for mself.